da-da-da we ain't gonna live forever

Thoughtzzz..... Saturday, September 12, 2009 6:08 AM

Today I feel so FREE! Why? I know it sounds stupid, but I went to school today. Not about going to school that I am happy about but the fact that I am out of the house. Amazing! I am like in the house 24/7 for the past 4 days and really stress up to be cope up like that! See I am even growing pimples! Surprisingly, I feel that the past 4 days was a very fruitful 4-days, as I manage to do a lot of studying like doing 4 exam papers per day. Am I crazy or freaking good?

Physics practical is seriously a good reminder why I will not like to take physics again.
Can you imagine being stuck in a humid and hot practical room and try you best to make the ruler balance, which is likely Impossible? Just like that glass block experiment, once was enough but twice is too much. Thought of getting a pirate’s eye-patch. If you actually done that practical! Haizz….. At the end, it is good experience though.
P.s. Sorry Yihui, the practical room was hot, cause I contribute most of the heat!!!

Then headed to cwp, Wei Loke gave me a brief summary of the $$ that involves if I want to be a doctor. Thanks Wei Loke! f I wanna be a doctor, it is really gonna need a whole lot of cash, and I am definitely very worried about whether I would have the funds, will I fail anything when I take the course and the list goes on….
The list is definitely a scary one.
Feeling like why must only the smart people then can be doctors?
Don’t know if I will be able to make it.
Tell you a secret (now not any more):
I have God controlling my life and if he planned that I should become a doctor, he will have a way. I mean He is God and He created everything and anything. Plus He loves me. You too!
Many ask why on earth do I want to become a doctor?
Well,
Not for Money
Not for Fame.
Just want to help those who are sick.
Just like Jesus who came to seek and save the lost, and he did a lot of healing while He was on Earth like 2000 years ago.
Pray for me!

Love,
Mic3helle.