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My WORST nightmare Wednesday, January 6, 2010 3:37 PM

Had a nightmare today morning, last night.
It was about my O level results.
This time round I did not dream that failed both my languages but instead I dreamt that I got all B's and C's for all the subjects and my overall L1R5 was 16.
OMG!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
So scary.
I mean what if it is true?
16 is my age but the number is so big!
Haiz….
My heart beat at a high frequency at the thought of that.
This is pure torture.
Will the saying, that if one does do well for prelims will score worst for the Os, true?
I did not score like really well for my prelims but good enough.
Really scared.
Will I get another nightmare? Especially when the day the results are release is nearer with each day I wake up.
Initially when I woke up, I was like “Dear Lord, pray that the nightmare will not be real, just give me really good results. Amen.”
However, after some thought and reading through the Bible, I remembered what Abigail said, “God promises great things for his beloved children”.
I am quite foolish to say that prayer as I am looking at a human point of view. Though my heart desire to have like all As, God have much more rewards and blessings for me that need not come in the form of a grades. Besides, you cannot use the O level certificate to gain entrance to Heaven.
Though the results can still hunt me in my dreams, I will instead pray for peace. I mean I did not create the earth or mankind, but it is God who did it in the beginning. Rely on God, have faith.
If I get results that I am disappointed in, I will cry but I will not crash and burn.
So please do pray for me especially when I receive the results, I be able to take it.
All the best to those who are receiving the results, will keep you in my prayers.
A big thank you for those who constantly believing in me.

Love
Mic3helle