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I am back! Thursday, April 8, 2010 9:52 PM

HELLO! I am back! Okay, I did not go anyway but I am back to blogging, which I haven’t been doing.
Apologizes.
I have to admit that I am not someone who is very good at managing time, especially when I have too much time in my hands. I guess I am somehow trained to manage my time when time is a limiting factor.
Okay I sound so scientific.
Haha.
After cheerleading ended, I suddenly have so much time in my hands and this is not something good as I will think I have a lot of time to spent and in the end I will never finish what I am suppose to do. I now have to find a way to accustom myself to this kind of schedule. No longer in band, which is something that I will regret. I want to get this off my chest as I have been keeping it to myself. Well, giving band as a CCA in JC was a rather tough move for me as I really like the unity that the band have and the music produced. However, I make a promise to myself that I will put my studies as my utmost priority in JC. Therefore, not joining band is an opportunity cost to me. I miss spending time with my seniors. I miss those good old days those I always complain.
Sign, God have plans for me. So I will just follow. Anyway, I took the challenge to learn piano at a rather old age of secondary 2. Therefore, my love for music will never just stop at the day I step down from the band.
Having said about piano, I just changed my piano teacher. Initially, I was extremely thrilled to meet my teacher as who doesn’t like new and mystery? When I step into the room and started to start a conversation with the teacher, I was rather happy that she have the same mentality as both of us wants to cover the grades as fast as possible.
However, when we started the lessons proper, I was so insulted by her actions.
I have never felt so insulted by someone, especially when it comes to talent and arts.
This is because piano, to me, is something that should be learnt due to having a passion of it and not just solely because one wants to obtain the highest grade.
Though I want to advance into the higher grades as soon as possible as I have limited time to spent time on piano, I also want to enjoy the every moment playing the piano.
Enjoying music.
Enjoy the touch of the keys.
Anyway, the way she conduct the piano lesson was something that I will not want to relive.
FULL STOP.

Love
Mic3helle