da-da-da we ain't gonna live forever

Friends.... Wednesday, May 12, 2010 11:03 PM

I am going to make an effort to blog twice a week.
Not just to update on the events that happened in my life in this rather cold world, and also to improve my English.
This gives you a clue that I am flunking my General Paper.
Five months has past so quickly!
I am still having the mindset that I still can slack.
I guess habits die-hard.
I have to admit that ever since O levels ended, I had been playing non-stop until now I find it rather hard to concentrate and study.
It takes time, but I fear that time is not on my side.

That aside, I being ranting about my academics for the past few post and I guess it is time for a different topic.

Talking about friends, I have to say that I am very blessed to be able to have friends that are very out-spoken as they had moulded me into someone that is not really afraid to express myself in front of crowds and also to crack jokes, which is a skill that I am not very good at before.
Having looked back, I realized that God is indeed do make sure that I have the best and I have the best friends in Secondary school though I did not enter a school of my choice.
Now, making new friends.
I have to admit it is hard.
I mean, they are people whom I have no background knowledge of and I have to base on my first impression to help me forge the friendship.

What really bothers me is that how can one expect me to be a good friend when one does not talk to me but instead hang out with another person using coded language?
It is not really helpful you know.
What really saddens me is that I find myself being distanced and sometimes made invisible when I am around with them.
Tell me what should I do?
Try to decode the language?
Hang out with them though I know nothing about the content of their conversation?
I am rather particular about friends, not the type of friends but more on the relationships, as I never like to be alone.
Even God feels that men should not be alone, that is why He made both Adam and Eve. This is taken from Genesis.
Well, thankfully I still have the good old friends that are still with me to cheer me on and to spur me.
For the newly found friends, really, I hope to be part of your conversation.
One day….
some day.

Love
MIc3helle