da-da-da we ain't gonna live forever

Alive.....lucky Saturday, July 24, 2010 10:01 PM

I never thought I would make it out alive.
This week was a long and tiring and tedious week, with New South Whales quiz on Tuesday, Chinese A level listening comprehension and Investiture on Thursday.
With so many events taking place on after another, I need the title of my project work---Give me a breather.
Something also happened on Wednesday that I am not very proud of.
It is a mistake that caused my trust from my teacher to be jeopardized.
Misjudgment and assumption resulted in me having to face the music.
The one thing that I carried in my heart was that my condemned me.
It felt that I had just fail God.
The feeling of failing God is like screwing up a second chance that was given to you by grace.
Today during the pre-BS meeting, we were going through 1 John 3: 11-24.
One take-away was that when our hearts condemn us, it is comforting to know that God is greater and knows everything.
It means that God is great enough to forgive me and have the grace to do that, powerful right? I know.
God knowing everything means that he knows my motives.
I can assure that whatever I did was out of love and did not harbor any selfish intend.
Believe it or not, I don’t really care what you think of me but all I care of is what God think of me.
I am glad to have such a God.
Though the incident indeed left a scar, it is time to move on.
Prayer was something that pushes me forward.
Prayer was the only thing that came to my mind whenever I meet with problems, from about to miss the train to the listening comprehension for the answer.
Be it big or small the prayer was answered.
I never miss the MRT train and reported to school on time.
Though one friend of mine was so late for school, thankfully she did not get her attendance marked as late.
Amazing things happens if you are willing to give you life to God.
Leave it in God’s hands.
Another round of praying for next week.

Mich3elle